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Epistula ad vitam

Dearest life, I’m tired, yo, ya see? I’m tired of being constantly racked by anxiety and tension, of feeling this weird shit in my chest that’s probably nothing, that my doctors say is nothing, and i want to believe is … Continue reading

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16 years on

It was a crystal clear morning. Mr. Martin’s health class went about as normally as it always went, until a knock at the door. Mr. Martin went over and conferred briefly and then went to the back of the classroom … Continue reading

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Feeling like goo.

If you’re wondering what’s happened to me, I think I can sum it up in one word. Stress. Over the last 6 weeks – really, ever since C and I moved into the new house – stress has been gradually … Continue reading

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Where do we go from here?

The last 8 months, going from immediately before Mr. Trump’s election to the Presidency to today, have seemed to have passed by in a chaotic whirlwind. The media report on horse race after horse race story, on whatever new scandal … Continue reading

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Self-care

Something that I think we as a society don’t encourage ourselves to do enough is to engage in self-care. I know certainly haven’t been engaging in it. By self-care, I don’t mean bathing, brushing your teeth, combing your hair, and … Continue reading

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I don’t even know what to say.

I haven’t had much to say in a while because, to be honest, I’m not sure what to say anymore. These times have made me feel like a confused old man: the world has been taken over by scary people … Continue reading

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Debate Night – Date Night #1

Tonight is the 1st Presidential debate between a candidate who has the qualifications to be President and a braying ass of an orange-toupĂ©ed fool. What to expect? FIREWORKS! JABS! HOT TAKES GALORE. I’d live blog it, but I don’t think … Continue reading

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